whew. damn avaya.

nag-adjust [finally] ung time sa avaya. and i was like running like hell dahil akala ko late na me. >.<

found the paulo coelho and grisham ebooks. thanks again to gerri!!

and whew. had an argument with hunnie last night. as usual nagtantrum na naman ako dahil hindi na naman ako nasundo. aun. but he made up for it today. sweeet! hehe. went to the house and on top of that, convinced my mom to move to Munti. haha. cant wait. so happy.

aun. as usual. calls na naman. hungreee. T_T

so early..

ha! got in at 1:56pm. finally, im early na ulit. hehe. was supposed to go to gcmn to get a dose of facebook but was faced with traffic, of all things, nang lumabas ako kanina. aun. decided to just go straight here sa office. suppie was surprised. been late kasi for the past few days.

may nakilala akong cutie kagabi. name was rg? ata. oh well, he sings good. hehe. hope to see him again tonight. may banda ata siya. wasnt able to talk to him more because i was rushing to go home. i did ot kasi.

>>found out who he is. haha. crushie ni maris. wahaha. small world.

miss my hunnie. sana mahulog sa bed mamya para magising at sunduin ako. hehe.

saw a beaten-up car kanina sa bf. as in totally, sira. pero umaandar pa rin. when i saw it, i was like, “oh my god!’. and just then the driver smirked at me. he was like, “haha. caught her eye.”. can’t help but laugh. takaw-atensyon lang eh.

hmm. sana naman pagpalain ako today sa conversion. miss my facebook too. :’(

ronnie.. rickets? nah.. ronnie winter pwede pa.. heehee

nothing interesting. reading up on Harry Potter. just finished with The Sorcerer’s Stone. my fave line: “Fear of a name increases fear of the thing itself” << was by Dumbledore, about calling Voldemort by his name. Cool. <<;

hmm. cvn yesterday was down. hmp. today, good so far.

anyway, the reason for the title of this post? si marco kasi, binansagan ako ng ronnie rickets. adik lang eh. hehe.

just got back from my restday

 hi! my restday was restful. lol. my hunnie surprised me by coming over before his shift started, on both days. aww. so sweet. hehe.

late na naman ako for 30mins, my gad. but as usual, im so pretty tlga. hahaha. im jst my own personal cheerleader. hehe. and my cvn is running okei. hope this lasts for the whole day.

am currently reading Harry Potter, for lack of anything else better to do. and discovered this funny and educational site >> www.cracked.com, given by Marco. <<; and i just signed up for Facebook. another networking site pero astig. 5 thumbs up. hehe.

oh well, gotta get back to work. mwuah. finally got this family pic.

petix mode..to the highest level

saya lang ng shift ko, super. hehe. although incentive is out of the question because of the panget na conversion. most kasi ng calls either service or shopping. swerte mo nlng kung makakuha ka ng sales call.

grabe yesterday. sama tlga ng pakiramdam ko. food poisoning. my gad! dahil sa tahong na kinain ko nung morning as my brunch. hindi na daw sariwa sabi ng aking dear mom nung pgkauwi ko. i was like, “i know ma. i was puking my guts out all over the floor kanina. duh.” and it was 1am. so shoot me. ~~,

life is good. no it’s great. hehe. so happy.

3pm at last..

haay. just got back to work. hehe. 3pm ang shift ko na. super avail. petix mode. heehee. i love it! ~~,

saw eye-candy sa mcdo kanina. name’s daevid. hmm. weird but cute. hehe. and ka-shift ko si marco. yay! the personal alalay of my suppie. haha. pokpok lang eh. ~~,

miss my batch. miss my drinks. miss my hunnie.

waah. migraine.

omg. late ako ng 6mins kanina. sayang ang PHP55 na pinambayad ko sa shuttle. hindi rin pla ako aabot. and my migraine pa ko. on a happier note, ganda ng EOD ko today. 61%. haha. POTB for me. yay!

-_-.. <_<; sakit pa rin ng ulo ko.

how was my restday?, you ask? it was uneventful. bahay lang kami. quality time with my daughter . heehee. umuulan kasi eh. dl-ed some mp3’s again. i have rja and earth, wind & fire. tapos got harry potter ebooks for free from gerri.

aun lang. sakit tlaga ng ulo ko.

red-letter day

waah. finally. it came. nakahinga rin ng maluwag. damn fetish.

anyway. haay. ang gulo ng buhay ko ngayon. well actually, ako tlga ung magulo. haha. so anung bago? hindi naman ako na-late. aga ko nga eh. traffic na kasi start na ng pasukan but still, >45mins ung travel time ko. astig. was listening to my mp3 player while on the road. this song “caught my ear”:

No sir, well I don’t wanna be the blame, not anymore
It’s your turn, so take a seat we’re settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can’t decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you’re not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn [1]
Oh why, all the possibilities I’m sure you’ve heard

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Hey, make your way to me, to me
And I’ll always be just so inviting [2]
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let’s start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That’s what you get when you let your heart win! Whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can’t trust myself with anything but this
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
 

title of the song is That’s What You Get by Paramore. it so aptly describes ung naging situation ko with Andie’s dad. during[1] and after the break-up[2]. kinda silly for me to be affected by this. i know it has been more than 1 year since we’ve spoken to each other face-to-face. pero eto pa rin me. i remember the boy and i still remember the feeling. ouch.
going back. panget na naman ng stats ko today. hmmp. puro shopping. di ko tuloy ma-feel ung pagiging sales agent ko. haay. 
 
and im harboring some ill-will towards my mom. sama kong anak, i know. but i cant help but feel cheated out of my salary. i mean ako etong nagpapakapagod tapos siya di man lang maasikaso ung dinner and breakfast ko. i mean she still expects me to fend off for myself. sabi pa niya, “malaki ka na, anung gusto mo mangyari? baby-hin ka pa?” damn. para saan pa na kasama ko siya sa bahay, right? i know na malaki ang utang na loob ko sa kanya pero kahit na noh. i mean, ako na nga tong nag-sshoulder ng lahat ng expenses. as in lahat, ultimo baon ng kapatid ko sa skul, gatas ng bunso namin, necessities ng baby ko. i mean, hellow! cut me some slack here, will you?! syet. natetempt tuloy akong kunin ung advice ng mga friends ko na “maglayas, humanap ng sariling matitirhan, humanap ng yaya for my baby at kunin ang atm sa kanya”. paksyet tlaga. naiinis tuloy ako. di na nga ako kumakain ng maayos dito sa opis dahil PHP120 lang binibigay niyang baon. kasi pati atm ko, siya naghahawak eh. haay.
aun. 

bagsak na naman..

tae. bagsak na naman ang conversion ko. 20%. amp. pano pa kaya makakaincentive nito. at appraisal ko na sa 15. waah!! mareregularize pa kaya ako. ?? hindi ko pa nga naasikaso ung back pay ko sa cvg at tp. haay. kapagod. badtrip.

conversion. yan ang kumbaga fuel naming mga agents, sa mata ng mga supervisors. xempre nasa sales kami. kailangan nagcoconvert ka. calls into sales. pag hindi, tigok! may sup nga dito na nagteterminate tlaga ng agent pag less than 50% ang EOD cvn mo eh. literally hell on earth. pag mataas cvn mo, mas tatagal ka sa floor. other than that petix mode. kung wla ka paki sa stats mo. which i am. kung hindi lang ako nahihya mag-turnover ng daily tracker na may tumataginting na 20% cvn. heehee.

haay. have to close my eyes for a moment. i feel a migraine coming. damn.

first sunday of the year

HAPPY THREE KINGS!!

i think that’s the appropriate holiday greeting for today. first sunday of the year, three kings di ba?

anyway, muntik na ako ma.late. kasi ang lola, nalate ng gising tapos lakas pa ng loob magpakakikay. maybe the lack of sleep did that to me. di na nga ako nakaligo [ewww] bcos the water was so effing cold. parang tinunaw na yelo. brrr. aun. nkaalis na ng haus 7:45 and my shift starts at 8:30. haha. parang kapitbahay ko lang ung opisina. i wish. usual commute time ko twing weekdays 1hr30mins, weekends 45mins. so usual na alis ko sa haus eh 6:30am, which means na gising na dapat ako ng 5:45am para mkapag-breakfast, makaligo, the whole routine. eh un nga, nagising ako 6:50am na. petix mode pa. feel na feel ko ang weekend eh. LOL. buti nlng sinuwerte na wlang trapik, so i made it sa opis 8:28am kanina. hahahaha.  

ang gulo ko magkwento. pati ako nahilo dun.

ang nanay. naglabas pa ng sama ng loob kanina. bumigat daw loob niya sa aking current beau since she caught us red-handed. well, cant blame her. kasalanan din naman namin. at nalungkot ang mokong sa balita. unusually close kasi ang mother ko and him. to the point na pinagkakaisahan nila ako minsan. aun.

anyway, have to go back to work. later! ^^,