red-letter day
January 5, 2009waah. finally. it came. nakahinga rin ng maluwag. damn fetish.
anyway. haay. ang gulo ng buhay ko ngayon. well actually, ako tlga ung magulo. haha. so anung bago? hindi naman ako na-late. aga ko nga eh. traffic na kasi start na ng pasukan but still, >45mins ung travel time ko. astig. was listening to my mp3 player while on the road. this song “caught my ear”:
No sir, well I don’t wanna be the blame, not anymore
It’s your turn, so take a seat we’re settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?
I can’t decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you’re not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn [1]
Oh why, all the possibilities I’m sure you’ve heard
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
Hey, make your way to me, to me
And I’ll always be just so inviting [2]
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let’s start, start, hey!
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?
That’s what you get when you let your heart win! Whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
Now I can’t trust myself with anything but this
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
title of the song is That’s What You Get by Paramore. it so aptly describes ung naging situation ko with Andie’s dad. during[1] and after the break-up[2]. kinda silly for me to be affected by this. i know it has been more than 1 year since we’ve spoken to each other face-to-face. pero eto pa rin me. i remember the boy and i still remember the feeling. ouch.
going back. panget na naman ng stats ko today. hmmp. puro shopping. di ko tuloy ma-feel ung pagiging sales agent ko. haay.
and im harboring some ill-will towards my mom. sama kong anak, i know. but i cant help but feel cheated out of my salary. i mean ako etong nagpapakapagod tapos siya di man lang maasikaso ung dinner and breakfast ko. i mean she still expects me to fend off for myself. sabi pa niya, “malaki ka na, anung gusto mo mangyari? baby-hin ka pa?” damn. para saan pa na kasama ko siya sa bahay, right? i know na malaki ang utang na loob ko sa kanya pero kahit na noh. i mean, ako na nga tong nag-sshoulder ng lahat ng expenses. as in lahat, ultimo baon ng kapatid ko sa skul, gatas ng bunso namin, necessities ng baby ko. i mean, hellow! cut me some slack here, will you?! syet. natetempt tuloy akong kunin ung advice ng mga friends ko na “maglayas, humanap ng sariling matitirhan, humanap ng yaya for my baby at kunin ang atm sa kanya”. paksyet tlaga. naiinis tuloy ako. di na nga ako kumakain ng maayos dito sa opis dahil PHP120 lang binibigay niyang baon. kasi pati atm ko, siya naghahawak eh. haay.
aun.
match-making
January 4, 2009
got this from an Indonesian blog. di ko naman masyado nagustuhan ung movie in a sense na di ko rin nagustuhan ung mga harry potter movies. tlgang mahirap icapture ung emotional climate ng novels into film. pero i really appreciated Catherine Hardwicke and Stephenie Meyer for coming up with a beautiful soudtrack [and score] for the movie franchise.
this is a long list and kudos to the one who painstakingly made it. ilang oras cguro ginugol niya para lang dito.
Original Soundtracks:
1) Muse – Supermassive Black Hole
We all know what scene it is when this song was played. Yep, it’s the baseball scene! It’s started when the Cullens are preparing themselves for the game, Edward’s showed first, then Emmett acted out like a boxer (c’mon Emmett, it’s baseball… what are you doing? This is so hillarious), then the thunder came and Alice said “It’s time.”
Notice that the song was edited. The lyrics are supposed to be “Ooh baby don’t you know I suffer? Ooh baby can’t you hear me mourn?” but it turned out to be “Ooh baby don’t you know I suffer? But ooh baby I’m a fool for you”. Yes, they skipped the first line of the song, and added the second line instead. I noticed this when I watched it for the forth time and I try to sing the song at the scene, and surprised myself immediately. The song played through the whole scene and suddenly stopped when Alice got the vision of the nomads and said “Stop!”.
2) Paramore – Decode
The third end credit. Unfortunately I’d never had a chance to hear it at the theater…
3) Linkin Park – Leave Out All The Rest
The second end credit. This is where everyone in the theater were gone…
4) Blue Foundation – Eyes On Fire
This song was played after Bella and Edward’s first met. Bella wanted to confronts Edward and asked him what his problem is, but Edward never showed.
5) Collective Soul – Tremble For My Beloved
And this one was played at the hospital scene, right at the end when Bella asked Edward about how he saved her.
6) Iron & Wine – Flightless Bird, American Mouth
I guess I don’t have to give explanation about this one. Yeah, it’s the prom scene, and I think they played the whole song. Full-length. And that’s nice.
7) Paramore – I Caught Myself
And I bet you all noticed this one, too. It was played when Bella, Angela and Jessica were in Port Angeles, fitting their prom dresses.
8) The Black Ghost – Full Moon
This song was played when Bella moved from Phoenix to Forks. It started with a preview of Bella’s house in Phoenix and ended when she was arrived at Charlie’s house.
9) Perry Farrell – Go All The Way (Into Twilight)
Yeah, it’s the song at the prom scene too, where all the Forks High students dancing all the way, and Bella and Edward looked through the room to say “hi” to their friends.
10) Mutemath – Spotlight (Twilight Mix)
It’s one of our favorite scene. The one when Edward and Bella come to school together for the first time and everyone was staring at them. Love this!
11) Robert Pattinson – Never Think
This song was played as the background music when Bella and Edward were having a dinner in the restaurant.
12) Carter Burwell – Bella’s Lullaby
Ok. You all know this one. It was started when Edward climbed the trees with Bella at his back. And it played through the whole tree-top scene and ended with Edward playing the piano.
Bonus Tracks:
1) Robert Pattinson – Let Me Sign
The one that made me thrilled everytime I watched the scene. It started when Edward decided to sucked the venom out of Bella’s blood, and the volume was ascending as flashes of Bella came when Edward tried to find a will to stop sucking her blood (I was holding my breath eveytime I see it), and then the volume was descending again as Bella’s voice heard (this is when I finally breathed again). The song stopped when Bella woke up in the hospital.
2) Debussy – Claire De Lune (Piano)
This one was played when Bella and Edward dancing in Edward’s room.
Additional Tracks:
1) Radiohead – 15 Steps
The first end credit song. It was played at the last scene, when Victoria watching Edward and Bella dancing at prom.
The Score:
1) How I Would Die
I don’t know about this one… my guess, it’s on the first scene, but I totally forgot when exactly they played this one. Well, guess I need to watch it again to find out…
2) Who Are They
I’m absolutely love this one! It’s the one when Jessica explains about the Cullens to Bella… and I guess, this song continues to the scene where Edward and Bella met in the Biology class.
3) Treaty
Absolutely don’t know about this one. Another guess: the first scene that showed the nomads.
4) Phascination Phase
Blank. Help, please? It’s another composition of Bella’s Lullaby. My guess: it’s the one when Bella tried to remember what exactly was happened when Edward helped her from the accident. It’s right before the glasshouse scene.
5) Humans Are Predators Too
Another one that I can’t remember. Guess: this is when Waylon was killed by the nomads. Second guess: when Edward saved Bella from the bad guys in Port Angeles.
6) I Dreamt of Edward
From the title, you know when this song was played. It’s another composition of Bella’s Lullaby. It was played when Bella’s first dreamt of Edward.
7) I Know What You Are
I’m very sure about this one. This song was started right when Bella read the book that she brought in Port Angeles and browsed the internet to find out about vampires. This one was also made me chilled. And it ended right before the forest scene.
8) The Most Dangerous Predator
You know what the scene is from the title, but I’m not really sure, yet.
9) The Skin of A Killer
Not really sure, but I kinda remember that I heard this one when Edward showed how he sparkled.
10) The Lion Fell In Love With The Lamb
Another version of Bella’s Lullaby, but I like the intro, it’s really romantic. It started when Edward trapped Bella between his hands in the forest and Bella said “Now, I’m afraid”. It was continued ‘til the end of the meadow scene.
11) Complications
It was when Edward invited Bella to his house, and then Billy Black came and glared at him.
12) Dinner With His Family
This is when Bella and Edward are on their way to the Cullen’s house.
13) I Would Be The Meal
Not sure about this one. The one that started when Alice and Jasper came to met Bella in the Cullen’s house, I guess.
14) Bella’s Lullaby
There’s no need to explain this one, again.
15) Nomads
Ha! This is where the nomads interrupted the baseball scene. I love how this scene started. It was played right after Supermassive Black Hole and Alice said “Stop!”, then the music changed so suddenly, and the nomads came… It’s just wonderful how this one fit perfectly with the ending of Muse’s song. And this song is long! It played through ‘til the scene where Bella arrived at Charlie’s house.
16) Stuck Here Like Mom
The sad one, where Bella left Charlie. I hate it when Charlie kinda begging her to stay, but Bella said something that hurt him so much. And he’s standing behind the door, starring blankly as Bella leaves.
17) Bella Is Part of The Family
I guess this one was played when the Cullen’s cars left, when they need to take Bella to safe her.
18) Tracking
Guess this one was played when Bella with Jasper and Alice are on their way to Phoenix.
19) In Place of Someone You Love
Yes, this one where Bella escaped from Alice and Jasper to the ballet studio to safe her mother from James.
20) Showdown In The Ballet Studio
This one was played when Bella arrived at the ballet studio. And she just knew that James was tricked her.
21) Edward At Her Bed
This is the one when Edward kissed Bella’s forehead at the hospital, after the fight at the ballet studio.
